And maybe next year I'll miss your face but right now it's still worthless ☯

Cause with the morning comes the rest of my life
And with this empty glass, I will break the past
Cause with the morning I can open my eyes
I want this to be my awakening
 
Awakening // Yellowcard
 
God damn yellowcard my angels since ocean avenue can we just
 
I really wish I could wear an outfit like this without hating myself because I'm not happy with my weight yet, everyday I think "5 more kgs and you'll be good" and thats not even good enough ha ha fk
 
I'm going to buy a nose ring tomorrow because I fkn hate studs, I've knocked it out like 6 times in the last 2 days not fun srsly
 
I need cigarettes and a boyfriend who will cuddle me while we watch pet sematary because stephen king is my religion yes
 
I don't like sleeping alone, it's so scary, I don't know how much longer I can deal with myself to be honest

idk i haven't made a set and needed to update on my life so hola amigos ~
 
okay so i don't go to school because of my anxiety and stuff i just hate my school so mum went and saw my principal today and he talked about this thing called arcadia college and theres one opening close by on monday and its for "kids aged 14 - 18 who are disengaging from mainstream schooling" and he called them and i have a high chance of getting in and omg its really gr8 theres no desks or anything just lounges and it has its own kitchen and computers and theres separate classes for girls and boys and tHERES ONLY 10 GIRLS IN THE CLASS AND OMG YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW GR8 IT IS, no uniform, no rules on hair or piercings or makeup and we even do lessons on the beach sometimes so omg i'm so happy and we have mentors that come to the room I DON'T HAVE TO GO ANYWHERE AND WE GET FRIDAYS OFF Y E S SOMEONE HELP ITS REALLY GREAT

yeah so some perfect angel called @isabellaydg tagged me so yeah ~
 
Rule O1: Always post the rules.
Rule O2: Answer the questions the person who tagged you has written and write 11 new ones.
Rule O3: Tag 11 new people
 
fuk da police i don't need no rules
 
01 - Sexual orientation? idk, if i like you i like you, das it ~
02 - Favorite band? can we not go there because emotions omg
03 - Who is your idol? i have too many tbh but i'm grateful to every single one of them
04 - Dream job? tattooist, stylist or forensic scientist c: or just leave everything and be a tour manager idk man whatever works
05 - Where do you see yourself in ten years? Twenty? to be honest i don't even know omfg
06 - Favorite movie and why? i'm a movie junkie there's too many omfg it's like choosing a favourite child
07 - Fashion icon? dita von teese, marilyn monroe, audrey hepburn, hedy lamarr but in reality i'm rly lazy and just dress like a boy
08 - Vans or Converse? i own pairs of both idk
09 - Favorite food? ice cream or pizza OR WEETBIX AND VEGEMITE TOAST OMFG YOU SRSLY WON'T UNDERSTAND UNLESS YOU'RE AUSTRALIAN BUT OH MY GOD
10 - Favorite song? again lets not go there because emotions
11 - What do you think about same sex marriage? it should be legalized everywhere ugh i see nothing wrong with it ♡
 
i have no friends on here except for the perfect angel who tagged me so fuk the rules nigga i'm ending it here ~

When you're gone
I'm a match that's burning out
Could have been, should've done, what I said I was going to do
But I never promised you
 
Damned If I Do Ya, Damned If I Don't // All Time Low
 
I've watched Straight To DVD 6 times today and I cry every time jfc

Today has been downright terrible
 
Mum took it upon herself to call and get me a counseling appointment, ugh
 
I'm sick and I'm tired and I'm tired of all this pain, I want it to go away, I'm done, I kept listening to The Amity Affliction today which is one of my all time favourite bands, forever and always, but every song of theirs made me cry and I couldn't put my finger on it, then it hit me, seeing them live was one of the greatest experiences of my life, I realised that when I was at the concert I was the happiest I've ever been and I'd kill to be that happy again, who knew good memories could make you sad and depressed, I'm out ~

Out nowhere, take me out there
Far away and save me from my self-destruction
Hopeless for you, sing a song for California
 
Boy Division // My Chemical Romance
 
obsessed with their new stuff ahhh
 
well, today i got dumped ha ha ha yay -.-
 
i just need to keep telling myself i deserve better, even though i don't believe it, i don't deserve anyone
 
i'm going to byron bay tomorrow so hopefully it'll take my mind off things, i'm going to go find the parkway drive street sign and fangirl over it because unf
 
i'm going to go to the lighthouse too and take the trail down to the most easterly point of australia ^.^ i'm excited, so many good photo opportunities
 
i need to get up at 6:30am and its already 11:30pm and i haven't finished american horror story yet HAHA rip me ~ night guys

so many more to come omfg

move along like I know you do
and even when your hope is gone
move along, move along just to make it through
 
Move Along // The All American Rejects
 
can i marry tyson ritter plz, he is perfect i just cant
 
sobbing because i couldn't go see the story so far last night and they're one of my all time favourite bands and i actually cried because i saw photos on instagram of people meeting parker cannon and i just want to cry forever
 
u g h life problems
 
this set is rly bad okay bye

Tears from eyes worn cold and sad
Pick me up now, I need you so bad
 
Down // Blink 182
 
That song man, c r y i n g
 
This set sucks, yes I know ~
 
Um um um, I hopefully get to see TSSF soon and then I get to see my boys in Storm The Sky on the 31st and yeah yeah yeah ~
 
I'm finally starting to be more confident in myself and I lost 2kg f u c k i n g finally

these are so stupid but w/e i did one anyway